I had a mini-breakdown today & totally freaked my mother out. I am feeling so stuck.... I am still so WEAK!!!!!! I am able to maintain NO CONTACT only because I don't want to humiliate myself..... I had to include my (soon to be ex) bro & sis in law in my NO CONTACT because talking to them just upset me.... I feel badly because their feelings are hurt but my sanity couldn't take it anymore! Why oh why am I still obsessing over BH so much???? I see my therapist 2morrow & my mother wants me to ask for meds.... which I do not want.... I just want to feel like there is light at the end of the tunnel right now...
Sorry to ramble! I am not doing well today!
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