I still often use BH as my frame of reference... as a matter of fact, I had a girlfriend spend part of the weekend with me & she kept pointing out how I would lead so many sentences with BH & I used to... BH is.... When I was with BH I would.... Its like I don't feel like "I" or "Me" is enough & I really cannot accept that "I" is all there is right now!
Today = 6 weeks of the NO CONTACT I initiated with BH. I am going to take care of ME today!
I will head to the gym for a sculpting class -- I haven't set foot in there since B4 the break-up (although I have lost so much weight from stress I am now within 10 pounds of my goal weight -- so there is at least 1 positive result from this whole ordeal!) I will also start working on positive affirmations. I DO have a hard time with my self-talk, I admit, and I am willing to try anything to survive this process and feel better, so here goes!
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